I am determined to be cheerful and happy in whatever situation I may find myself. For I have learned that the greater part of our misery or unhappiness is determined not by our circumstance but by our disposition.
: May be this is how my life be. After all I grow up, let myself fallen in love with a man. How actually hard to find happiness in everywhere. I must go through the midst of life . + follow |
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Assalamualaikum. Wott wott. Harini kita tolong mak kita kemas rumah (: yela, masing masing dah nak naik sekolah. Nanti time sekolah dah susah nak kemas, sebab kita punya jadual dah upgrade. Time balik sekolah dah bertukar jadi pukul 2.30 puaka okay --" haha. Nevermind, itu semua tak penting. Aku rasa ni semua dah lari tajuk.
About my relay? Semua orang tanya aku, itu fake atau real. Deyy macha, korang semua tak pernah tengok orang buat relay ka? Korajak punya orang. Jangan bb pasal aku please --' aku tak suka. Memang betul aku buat relay. Bukan setakat in relationship je aku buat, aku upgrade semua jadi engaged. How? Still nak judge aku. Kalau jeles kata jeles. Nanti kita buat fake relay aku *menyindir.
Bila aku saved relay tu, orang pertama yang im aku Nur Saufi b Sahrom. He is my junior. Dia tanya aku fake or real? Oh my godness, macam mana nak translate. Just said entah lah, kau rasa? Then aku still sambung tak payah lah jeles kan. He just reply mana ada jeles :( apakah itu? Bukan ke cemburu namanya tu? Baru kau tahu jeles. Sebelum ni kau buat relay dengan ex kau lah kononnya, aku tak heran pun. Okay, nevermind. Maybe kau boleh buat real relay dengan orang lain selain aku.
Mula lah orang lain mencelah pasal engaged aku tu. Lagi best budak ni kata aku buat majlis senyap-2. Ish, kuah rojak punya orang. Manada engaged betul betul. Just statement je macam tu. Kepada kaum adam, kau pergi lah cari lain okay. Jangan buat aku rasa bersalah pulak. Ramai lagi kaum hawa yang lebih comel daripada aku. Malah yang lebih matang dari aku.
To my twin Nur Hidayah bt Jemain. Aku tau kau ajak aku pergi jog sebab apa. Sebab kau nak tahu pasal relay tu kan? Hahaha. Kelakar lah, aku dah tahu trick kau maybe. Apa pun, nanti aku jujur dengan kau okay. I personally take a long time to tell you about this. Im sorry okay. Not ready yet. Now kau dah tahu, so aku tak payah lah nak explain apa apa lagi kan? kan? Hee. Sejujur-jujurnya, ada anak orang dah menambat hati aku. Nak buat macam mana kan. Kalau ada jodoh bersatu, kalau tak berpisah lah. Dan now, he is my bofie. Muhamad Dinnie Durrani.*aku tak tahu eja nama dia, mcm tu maybe. Kau jangan buat muka suprise sangat okay. Only this blog will convey my message. I do not know what else to say. I hope, you understand my feelings now.
Seriously, Lokman daughter very brave today. I think today I be a very cute panda :) Already at 6.30 I still do not sleep anymore. Oh God, what has happened to me now? I think I need to sleep now. But now already dawn. I think I going to prayer first. Bye
Assalamualaikum. Wott wott. Harini kita tolong mak kita kemas rumah (: yela, masing masing dah nak naik sekolah. Nanti time sekolah dah susah nak kemas, sebab kita punya jadual dah upgrade. Time balik sekolah dah bertukar jadi pukul 2.30 puaka okay --" haha. Nevermind, itu semua tak penting. Aku rasa ni semua dah lari tajuk.
About my relay? Semua orang tanya aku, itu fake atau real. Deyy macha, korang semua tak pernah tengok orang buat relay ka? Korajak punya orang. Jangan bb pasal aku please --' aku tak suka. Memang betul aku buat relay. Bukan setakat in relationship je aku buat, aku upgrade semua jadi engaged. How? Still nak judge aku. Kalau jeles kata jeles. Nanti kita buat fake relay aku *menyindir.
Bila aku saved relay tu, orang pertama yang im aku Nur Saufi b Sahrom. He is my junior. Dia tanya aku fake or real? Oh my godness, macam mana nak translate. Just said entah lah, kau rasa? Then aku still sambung tak payah lah jeles kan. He just reply mana ada jeles :( apakah itu? Bukan ke cemburu namanya tu? Baru kau tahu jeles. Sebelum ni kau buat relay dengan ex kau lah kononnya, aku tak heran pun. Okay, nevermind. Maybe kau boleh buat real relay dengan orang lain selain aku.
Mula lah orang lain mencelah pasal engaged aku tu. Lagi best budak ni kata aku buat majlis senyap-2. Ish, kuah rojak punya orang. Manada engaged betul betul. Just statement je macam tu. Kepada kaum adam, kau pergi lah cari lain okay. Jangan buat aku rasa bersalah pulak. Ramai lagi kaum hawa yang lebih comel daripada aku. Malah yang lebih matang dari aku.
To my twin Nur Hidayah bt Jemain. Aku tau kau ajak aku pergi jog sebab apa. Sebab kau nak tahu pasal relay tu kan? Hahaha. Kelakar lah, aku dah tahu trick kau maybe. Apa pun, nanti aku jujur dengan kau okay. I personally take a long time to tell you about this. Im sorry okay. Not ready yet. Now kau dah tahu, so aku tak payah lah nak explain apa apa lagi kan? kan? Hee. Sejujur-jujurnya, ada anak orang dah menambat hati aku. Nak buat macam mana kan. Kalau ada jodoh bersatu, kalau tak berpisah lah. Dan now, he is my bofie. Muhamad Dinnie Durrani.*aku tak tahu eja nama dia, mcm tu maybe. Kau jangan buat muka suprise sangat okay. Only this blog will convey my message. I do not know what else to say. I hope, you understand my feelings now.
Seriously, Lokman daughter very brave today. I think today I be a very cute panda :) Already at 6.30 I still do not sleep anymore. Oh God, what has happened to me now? I think I need to sleep now. But now already dawn. I think I going to prayer first. Bye
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- My Celoteh
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
- I will make it possible I know you wouldnt believe it
but I know I can do it until the time we meet
I maybe sound corny or cheesy where everyone wants to puke
but I really do love you and proud to have you no matter how I look.
: May be this is how my life be. After all I grow up, let myself fallen in love with a man. How actually hard to find happiness in everywhere. I must go through the midst of life .
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